A moon that made everything matter
Until luminous of all star colors, fell
Out of those blues, life and I- changed
I felt the sizzle of the reining sun itself
Crash into an ocean; darkness became
And all of time itself- drifted away
Then in times wake came an aphotic zone
As love arbitrarily changed its face
I lost its warmth and its full mainstay
I- like a fog lost- within times frame
Hovered aimlessly over; whats not mine
Staring into the face of a frozen lake
I didn’t want to know nor recognize
And as I tried to embrace a dejected cold
My tears fell like a flurry of snowflakes
My kaleidoscope heart no longer controlled
Death comes to me, in a darker, slow- eternity
Oh how inhumane! Such natures mirrors reflects
And what is; isn’t at all, what we’d ever expect
The story on her face hurt worse
Than any of the words, she couldn’t say
Love was over and I summarily evicted
While her stuttered whispers, cut me
And I still feel their sting yet today
Even after all these dark caustic years
With those very same cloudy tears
Blinding my shattered eyes, not my mind
To the full truth of all these things
That will never let me go- and why I know
I’ll never get to hold- her- close again
Not in this life, or that untouchable way
Oh- my- God! How it hurts to my soul
Even now, in these unwelcome moments
As it wreaks havoc and I feel so selfish
Leaving my silenced heart feeling…homeless
Poet of the Light © 2019
Beautiful. The last lines are touching.
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I’m glad you appreciated it, Thank you.
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Amazing offering as always thanks for sharing Poet ox
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Thank you my friend…
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Enjoyed this so much. Always such deep emotions.
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As always, I thank you, for reading and commenting so kindly.
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Your welcome.
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Very nice! Expressions can say so much…
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Thank you, and I hope as is well with you.
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As to be expected while depressed during holidays. Eggnog and rum is involved.
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Well I know that too, and I’d help partake if I were close enough.
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I love love this.
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I happy you appreciate this. Thank you.
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