I cursed you-
With every molecule of my being
Until the sound of my own voice
Abruptly breached my sleep
Rampant heartbeats, clashed into reality
And then I cursed you again
In a broken voiced whisper
As a fistful of sheets crinkled aloud
While I struggled to see about, nothing
In that slightly moonlit room
Where we shared our dreams, unadulterated
Sung old love songs like lovesick teenagers
As our random playlist reverberated
Where we hid like outlaws from the world
Pretending no one else even existed
As if, we were all that was ever created
And our utopian bubble, our oyster to devour
Where our sweaty nakedness shivered
Sinfully grinning as snowflakes pelted the windows
Where lust-filled desire drained our energy
As we remained intertwined during recovery
Where we ate breakfast in bed for dinner
Only to share delivered dinner at the next dawn
Where our long intimate talks still echos
Amongst candlelit aroma and blushing walls
Where nothing we owned was off limits
Reveling unquestionable trust in each other
Where promised words of our love
Became threaded around our emotions
That served as a protective palisade to our hearts
Until- all of it suddenly became
Meaningless and desireless to you in anyway
Igniting a maelstrom of destruction and loves existence
Becoming a galaxy of lifeless stardust…and me
Poet of the Light © 2020
