Walkers low

What can I say now-

Only one of us two

Felt what I feel still

I broke my own rules

When I- felt again

Its too late to change

I’ll move on- soon

You can’t feel what you don’t

And I can loose, what I do

Natures way of creating- blue

Just my color, imbued

You’ll go your way

I’ll find mine soon

Dirt or a highway

I’ll hike it, all alone

I’ll feel- every step

It’s going to take time

Getting used to, nothing you

You came like a new dawn

Waking me from my dream

I didn’t realized, you didn’t belong

Now I have to, unfortunately for me

Natures way of creating- blue

Imbued by you

You can’t feel what you don’t

And I can’t loose…what I do

Music share

Blue ain’t your color…

Scintillate

It defied odds of probability

Epitomizing the face of love

Bright, soft, most titillating

It was as if, you stole hope

From my most inner longing

Colored and then redisplayed

Adding your voice-over tone

Knowing I’d be lured to you

With those promising words

A masterful stroke of genius

Picture perfect for the imperfect

As I- merely a diehard romantic

I twas the moth, and you…the fire

Connectedness

We stumble through life

Relationships and mistakes

Damaging imperfect people and plans

Enduring heartbreak storms

And emotional pitfalls crashes

Things we said and didn’t say- linger

Some we mean, others we don’t

Like phantoms, fairies and ghost

Some you see, some you can’t

But you feel their ever presence

Between fear ridden hope

And elusive unfinished dreams

Wrinkling untried possibilities

Lost time and unwanted things

That ever so close, kind of incompleteness

Which can hold us at bay, at our fringes

In ourselves, life and wholeness

That only an authentic acceptance completes

When we’re bestowed…unconditional love

Patented

It’s bewildering: synchronicity

Stumbling over that threshold

Of someone else’s

Into the cold sobering air

Of reality; that waking sensation

That numb and yet accidental

Humiliation, all rolled into one moment

Experienced simultaneously

Wanted or not, shattering your delusion

Circumstances make for romantic fools

Time and time again over the ages

After you started believing in a love possibility

That would defy all odds of probability

But- instead find yourself facing- it not

Standing alone in that never ending moment

That you don’t have a chance in hell

To sum it all up, mildly

Not only are they silently rejecting you

But you have to fully admit

And responsibly evict your unwelcome self

As one of those “good ones” again

Another scar for your souls sleeve

Seen and praised for all your realness

You and your revealed heart of gold title

Are left in as a dark shivering of an answer

As not good enough to be the one wanted

And now you’re forced to silently…move on

Recalibration

If I could transcend all time

and all its etched recording.

I would go back a day before

now, now that I understand

what love is and will never be.

To look for that moment lost

between you and myself and

slip in fully ready… for you

Until then