Non causa pro causa

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Points of views; professional or layman’s 
Can be deceiving and further distorting 
WE are all fallible at any given moment  
Dreams can be as inebriating as cathartic  
To vividly live beyond one’s own boundaries
Even in an imaginary bubble of sleep like 
Offer us insight we’ve unconsciously impeded 
Can create motivation to pursue past obstacles
Serve as a focus point and real sense of direction 
Unless- the dreams are beyond one’s ability
Beyond any practical means of achieving
Remember, the snowflake effect is actually real
And can just as easily burry us under context 
Well then, dreams become the drunken issue
Where we start living life only in dreams 
And stop paying attention to real opportunities 
Only to struggle in the real world, as a failure
A version of yourself, you play for everyone else 
Compounding, conflating and disorienting- us
Dreams are beautiful when realistic and honest
Or- like some drug filled life of disappointments
A means of sabotaging ourselves because we adopt 
Rational and reasoning from others; ignoring ours
Only to consume life, foolishly wasting it away 
By crossing over bridges of resentment and jealousy
Right after we torch the very foundation of them 
Conveniently inventing our excuses well in advance 
So much effort, for crumbs of someone else leftovers 
That, they may never even had wanted to begin with 
Remember that life is filled with bad accomplices 
Insecurely offering us cursory encouragements  
We must be our greatest arbiters, in every moment 
Not suggesting we settle for less than: achievable 
But we must identify our own true limitations  
Merely stating reality deserves our full integrity
And as such, shouldn’t we deserve our full attention? 
Be it about our finances, health, or introspection
Break the mirror, dare to shatter those illusions 
And have an unconditional conversation within 
I find, our duty: being the best self … we’ll accept 

Poet of the Light © 2021 



You silently pray love steals you away

She smartly smiled- our eyes locked

Time froze my utterance and courage

Just as she turned and walked away

Everything inside me hoped she’d turn back

Thereby thawing my fear with a glance

I was so filled with tunnel vision

To be shamefully honest- I didn’t notice

As her and the train both departed


I wanted so desperately

For her to know and really see me

It almost felt misguidedly obsessive

The year we spent sporadically chatting

But I dared not foolishly show it

Not openly at least, nor even audibly

A dark fog of shyness simply concluded

She’d too easily reject someone like me

What could I offer her anyways?

As I’ve learned through past scars

There is a vast difference

Between love and apathy gifting pity

Through out random conversations

Akin friends and palpable enemies

Cautiously afraid of the others true strength

Or notice all they held in common


While one loves in spite of everything

The other loves only to hate their life

And sympathy lays itself out bare

An unbiased bridge to both, unfortunately

Which is why real love is oft found

Unprepared in a welcoming sort of way

Perhaps I seemed- too welcoming?


Nonetheless, I remained reserved

The way a dinner table collects time

As timeless music faintly fills the air

Waiting for her- and perfect moments

To collide with my secret adoration

And then loves conception begets us

Mired in candle flames and glances

Over carefully planned aromatic dinners

Adorned with filled bordeaux’s of wine

Degusting the sweetness of life

Rapid heartbeats and conversations

Unconscious visual tantalization’s

Steamy smiles and bit lip inferences

That strings forth- love being lived


Oh the curse filled heart of a poet!

To live a dramatic life, torn heartbeats

Dying one moment whilst humanly clinging

To the frayed tether of idealistic hope

That love will come rescue me, for once

So that irony and I- need not meet…again


Poet of the Light © 2019

I speak for me- alone


There are times I read or hear people

Being overly inclusive, void permission

Assuming their experience is the same

As yours or mine, without asking a thing

Calling us- “Survivors” …no- not me

Nope, I refuse such a dishonest label

In part, upon the same moral grounds

Slaves refused a name from a master

Master’s that modified them forever

Something being attached to a being

Not of their making, nor their choice

Its an automatic open door for others

To use like an unexpired show ticket

Seeking to traipse through our ordeal

As if entitled, to interrogate our veracity

And all too often victimize us once again

Only to add to our burden of sensitivities

To strip away what God hadn’t intended

They’re pejoratives, plain and simple

Labels are not informative or definements

Of who the person is, or experienced

To impose such a lifelong obligation

Is not only cruel but humiliating inhuman

Besides, the person was rightfully named

For most, their name of origin, authenticity

Stemming from a bloodline of history

Beyond mere fellowship: but familyship

Something one can chose for themselves

On whether they want or not to take pride in

Not a shackle to be looked down upon

Nor pitied as if marked nonredeemable

And in need of share charitable emotions

Or clinical objectified; endless evaluation

Because some self-serving narcissist

Pontificates they can undo the experiences

Heal you by means of their modern science

Only to compound us with more intrusions

And when they all failed…blame the victim


Poet of the Light © 2019

Aftermath~ They will come:


There are those we meet

Who befriend us, our trust

Some join us in fellowship

Others merely following observers

In our chapters- treks our life journey

Some may become more like family

No matter where we are in our life

They will come, most assuredly

They can appear and go unnoticed

Some will stand out by reason

Some will aid to our comfort

Some will aid in our understanding

Some will aid us, unwittingly

Until long after they’ve left

Some leave an indelible marks

Some will leave unrelenting scars

In our every thought, like traps

All this and choices, shape us

Forming our bonds or broken binds

Some of us become stronger, endure

Some of us will become wiser

Still some of us retreat and hide

Recognizing signs of a storm to come

Mitigating chances of damage responsibly

Those who choose to be invective

beyond any playful joking- project

They’re also those who are most unhappy

They want to share in our joys- sorta

Become like we are with others

They want to become permanent

In all that we do, we share willingly

But, they seem to want to sabotage us

So as to sabotage that connection

That tether of unadulterated trust

We so freely gift, offer from our heart

From their passive aggressive behaviors

That first bite from a recoil of vile reaction

Starting from their biased accusations

Cloaked in their defensive opinion

Which they further qualify by evidence

Of your personal interactions with others

Pointing out your flaws, pale judgments

They tend to want to slowly strip you

From yourself, remold your chosen values

Until we’ve mirrored theirs, perfectly

Know now, they will surely come

Count carefully the friends you love~

Entitlement’ in the name of “friendship

Oh! what a most sewn deceitful weave

Its never about being friends, not really

Its about their inner self, unresolved pain

Dripping in bloodied specious rhetoric

Void of discretion, or friendly decorum

They are lead by a dark agenda, unknown

Which is why they’ll victimize…anyone


Poet of the Light © 2019



I learned a divine lesson long ago;

Tears are truly the blood of our soul

So- I know the real value of each drop shed


There are far too many who pontificate

like experts because they need to be needed

and have yet taken an honest self inventory


Why must or should I subject myself,

to any of the objectification by others;

once they discover, I’ve became a victim?


Whilst there are many who have endured

suffering at the hands of loved strangers

Know that, none of us are exactly the same


Trust- a journey often mistaken as an entitlement

simply because you’ve created some justification

to use like a guilty currency; thus buying your agenda


Know- there is a graceful solace in the silence

that keeps us far from the world’s touch, or view

A mere small fragment of heaven, unmolested


So at times we may well be uncharted islands

growing in aberrational ways and new values

None the less, perfecting who were are, as- us


Never am I required ever to open up myself

for inspection or criticism by anyone else

Stripping my autonomy is now… a boundary too far


Poet of the Light © 2019

Cyberbully in motion:

(mature audience only)

All cyberbullies have one thing in common: they love to have control and when they don’t they stomp around like wounded children demanding you succumb to their delusion.

Below you can read an e-mail exchange between an online person who ironically targeted me for supporting the calling out of all cyberbullies on a friends posted poem. This person is known online as ‘Amir A. Tayyab’, who by the way, first contacted me by email, where in my opinion he began his M.O. of attempting to bully me and claim I was involved is some illegal activity. So- I let him assume what he wished and played his game…my way. I‘ve included our email exchange below for the public at large to read and judge for themselves.

I further hope this becomes re-posted so we can find all his “victims” and provide them with a platform to speak out against him and others like him when they feel butt hurt over being rejected or simply not liked for whatever reason, at which point they then turn to harass and threaten anyone that supports confronting cyberbullies or one of their presumed victims.

Note- that Amir A. Tayyab, in the email exchange, has granted me permission to make our exchanges public after I repeatedly forewarned him I would do so.

Pay close attention to how Amir acts so forgiving so long as you become complicit in his ploys of manipulation, thereby getting you to believe you’ve accidentally done something wrong and must apologize to him publicly or face jail and a losing law suite. I compare such nonsensical lunacy to a victim being required to apologize the rapist for being raped by them… and do so- openly in public.

Now, in precaution and to prevent any supporter or mere reader from being objectified by an illogical predator, I’m not allowing public comments. You are free to contact me at my email address if you wish.

E-mail exchange with Amir:


Inbox x

Amir A. Tayyab <>

Feb 14, 2019, 12:22 PM (1 day ago)

to me




By commenting and agreeing (in the comments section) with an anonymous coward and a cyber criminal ( executing my character assassination online via poems (a cyber crime) at, you have become part and parcel of the same, hence liable for the same damages and the civil/criminal prosecution against the original perpetrator. 

I want to give you a benefit of doubt since you might not be fully aware of the gravity of the situation on hand. Here is the link to the whole fiasco alongwith detailed screenshots of the cyber crime committed by this coward and hideously anonymous cyber criminal (poetryfromtheinkwell) on his WordPress website;

As you can see, three other individuals have already been identified as co-conspirators of the same cyber criminal (poetryfromtheinkwell). You are very much welcome to join their ranks. Or, alternately, if you don’t wish to be part and parcel of this cyber criminal (poetryfromtheinkwell), you can demonstrate that by doing all or any of the following;

1. Issue an apology letter to me via E-mail ( and publish it on your own website or blog as well. 

2. Request the cyber criminal (poetryfromtheinkwell) to remove your comment from the respective space and publish the same as a proof on your own website/blog by E-mailing me ( as well.

3. Join me in the fight against such coward and hideously anonymous cyber bullies/criminals. I plan not only on prosecuting this particular individual but also create an awareness/platform for the future victims’ support.

4. Report this cyber criminal ( directly to the management to take an immediate action. And copy my E-mail address ( as a proof.

Failure to adhere to any of the above and/or your silence will be considered you being guilty of the said crime alongwith this cyber criminal, hence not only liable for a collective prosecution, punishment and financial damages but also an individual exposure of your own self.

Please consider this as a legal notice served to you electronically, digitally signed by myself.


Amir Ali Tayyab
Phone: +1-407-434-1786


Poet of the Light <>

Feb 14, 2019, 2:17 PM (1 day ago)

to Amir



God bless America….

Any further contact by you will be considered unsolicited harassment for the purpose of causing injury. Now go f*ck a goat.

Amir A. Tayyab

Feb 14, 2019, 8:16 PM (1 day ago)

to me



Did you name your mother a “goat”? You may kindly go fuck yourself and I will see cyber bullies like yourself in the court.



Poet of the Light <>

Thu, Feb 14, 8:31 PM (1 day ago)




Court it is then. 

I just filed complaint(s) with the FBI and Washington State and Florida State Attorneys office(s) for felonious cyber threats and harassment as well as interference of interstate commence. All future contact by you or others on your behalf will be filed as supplemental’s to the current complaints. Constructive notice to you has been made.  

Amir A. Tayyab

Thu, Feb 14, 8:46 PM (1 day ago)

to me



Complaint against your co-conspurator “poetryfromtheinkwell” with the FBI was filed yesterday and by declining this legal notice, you have confirmed your assistance to a cyber crime. You will be accordingly reported and prosecuted as well.


Thanks for your time.



Poet of the Light <>

Thu, Feb 14, 9:29 PM (1 day ago)




Well then, by all means provide me with the complaint number and case officer name they provide everyone so I can file my cross complaint and join the suits to be adjudicated before a Federal Judge here in WA state where I have legal standing. 

I will be filing my suit against you in Federal Court.  I will be seeking a judgement against you in the maxim amount permitted by law. 

Further be advised I will be posting all our current communication(s) and updates on my blog under public notice; so the public at large may review and infer their own conclusions about you. Its my opinion you’re engaged in cyber bullying to oppress Constitutional protected free speech. 

Amir A. Tayyab

Thu, Feb 14, 10:17 PM (23 hours ago)

to me



Free speech (under First Amendment) does not protect you from Internet defamation, slander and libel. To educate yourself more on the subject, here’s a link;

Its you who alongwith the original cyber criminal (poetryfromtheinkewll) started all this bullying and harassing (via online poems and comments) which you are claiming and making my job even more easier. You can apologize right now and I will strike off your name from the complaint and the ensuing civil and criminal proceedings against you.

Otherwise, your best bet is to contact your attorney as I am not legally obliged to give you (a co-conspirator to a cyber crime) any information, whatsoever.


Amir A. Tayyab
(407) 434-1786
Skype “aatayyab”

Poet of the Light <>

Thu, Feb 14, 10:23 PM (23 hours ago)

to Amir



Wrong… wheres the FBI complaint number and agents name? (second request).

Merits of the case(s) are to be decided by a Federal Court.


See you in court…

Amir A. Tayyab

Feb 14, 2019, 10:31 PM (23 hours ago)

to me



Like I said earlier, I have only filed a complaint in FBI against the original cyber criminal (poetryfromtheinkwell). Since you have declined my offer to apologize and the legal notice as well, another complaint will be filed against you as a co-conspirator of a cyber crime shortly. For that purpose, may I know your name and contact information?


Amir A. Tayyab
(407) 434-1786
Skype “aatayyab”

Poet of the Light <>

Feb 14, 2019, 10:41 PM (23 hours ago)

to Amir



I now call you a liar, sir. 

The FBI doesn’t handle such pedestrian civil complaints. Especially the ones regarding butt hurt ego’s such as in your case.

I’ve lead you down this road to prove to the public at large you are full of it. Thanks for letting your childish ego play along in exposing your ignorance of the law and just how insecurely you need to bully others that disagree with you. 

Looking forward to court of public opinion after I post all this online as well as any court of law you wish to sue me in. 

note to self; get new suit pressed. 

Amir A. Tayyab

Thu, Feb 14, 11:13 PM (22 hours ago)

to me



Oh well, then you are only going to stupidly screw yourself in your own ass by continuing to fuck yourself on public forums further. If you did not understand earlier, consider this as a CEASE AND DESIST notice from me to you, just like the notice earlier submitted to your co-conspirator cyber criminal (poetryfromtheinkwell).

Can’t wait to see both of your coward, hideous and anonymous asses (alongwith others, if they’d like to happily join you) dragged to the court where judges have definitely more knowledge and means of enforcing the law than an established self-confessed cyber criminals like yourself who resorts to cowardly spread false and defamatory information online.

And just in case, if your stupid brain could not comprehend the facts of the case as provided to you earlier, it is the cyber criminal friend of yours”poetryfromtheinkwell” who got pissed off at me disagreeing with him on his own poem (which he cowardly deleted quickly but thank God I have screenshots on the record online) and resorted to post a defamatory poem against me online, instead. So far, there are four such defamatory poems that he has posted and by dragging stupid on-lookers like yourself in his own pit where he is about to fall, your case will be a classic example for the public benefit.

While pressing your overly worn suit (purchased from Goodwill for two bucks), don’t forget to imagine another suit that cyber criminals like yourself wear in the prison. There are no irons there, unfortunately. Your acting so naively and stupidly convinces me about this being the first time your ass will be dragged to a civil as well as to a criminal court.

Your stupidity was given the opportunity to prove yourself otherwise, but alas, you seem like just another self-harming individual who loves to have his own 15 minutes of fame with a disregard to his own well-being.

Regarding FBI, since you insist and can’t wait for the morning to rise, hence you are also being reported right away.

Welcome to a world where a lot of attention is given to attention-seeking stupid asses like yourself 🙂


Amir A. Tayyab
(407) 434-1786
Skype “aatayyab”

Poet of the Light <>

Thu, Feb 14, 11:30 PM (22 hours ago)

to Amir



Oh please, by all means keep going. Your diatribe is funny to read.  I thought I was already reported? Can’t wait to talk to your phony FBI agent. Are you planing to sue me soon, I may want to spend more of my money before you take it all away?

Bring whatever action you wish. Your ad hominem tactics don’t affect me, sorry! Neither do you childish threats of legal action, criminal or civil. You can’t bully me like you might others. 

Now be honest here, are you a schizophrenic?  

Any more scare tactics you wish to invoke?  

Amir A. Tayyab

Thu, Feb 14, 11:50 PM (21 hours ago)

to me



LOL, poor you!!!

You are entertaining as all those “ad-hominem” attacks were started by your asking me to fuck your mother called “goat”.

Just keep on dreaming and fooling yourself a little more. Everything you hope for is going to knock on your door in the form of a legal notice to appear in the court or your ass being arrested for assisting another cyber criminal.

This E-mail should make you stop pissing in your pants for the fear of seeing me anywhere near you. Hideous, coward and anonymous losers like yourself are not worth going jail for.


Amir A. Tayyab
(407) 434-1786
Skype “aatayyab”

Poet of the Light <>

12:03 AM (21 hours ago)

to Amir



I’m sorry to be the one to inform you but, not agreeing with you, not liking or even hating you is NOT illegal, Amir. 

Act like a big boy, grow up and get over your hurt and rejected emotions. 

As I forewarned earlier, you can reread all of our email exchanges on my blog when I post the entire exchange of your immature and failed threats in hopes to silence another person’s opinion. 

You don’t understand half of the law you think you know, which may even make you dangerous to others. 


Amir A. Tayyab

1:53 AM (19 hours ago)

to me



Your presumptions about my knowledge (or lack) of law are ludicrously stupid. Do you seriously think I’d have taken my gloves off without having a personal injury lawyer’s opinion first?

Serving you with a legal notice is not a “threat” and its you alongwith the likes of “poetryfromtheinkwell” who are a threat and danger themselves to the cyber citizenry via such slanderous, libelous and defamatory poems/content online.

It is your friend (poetryfromtheinkwell) who is butt-hurt at me not agreeing with me so much that he has been posting such a defamatory since more than 10 months now. A criminal activity like that can’t be just written off, no matter how mentally messed up you or your friend (poetryfromtheinkwell) are.

It is the likes of you and him who not only need to be fined (according to law) and jailed but also administered some meds through therapies and schooled about the mutual respect online.


Amir A. Tayyab
(407) 434-1786
Skype “aatayyab”

Poet of the Light <>

3:51 AM (18 hours ago)

to Amir



Still in denial and projecting it seems. Your misuse and overuse of the term “legal notice” is more than telling…for me.

A personal injury lawyer, really? Do make sure you have my proper pen name spelled correctly. And should I still expect the FBI to raid my home and arrest me for not liking you or your behavior and/or lies online?  

Well I’ve announced my intent to publish our exchanges for the whole world to see and make their own conclusions on my blog. 

So- the more you prattle the more I will be posting…in your own words. 

Amir A. Tayyab

12:33 PM (9 hours ago)

to me



It is your mouth in your own ass which is “prattling” like a (male) bitch who has to say the last word in a conversation. I have said whatever your hideous and coward ass deserved. Be my guest to publish our E-mail conversation for the whole world to see, making my job easier by declining my “CEASE AND DESIST” request in addition to the legal notice served upon you earlier.


Amir A. Tayyab
(407) 434-1786
Skype “aatayyab”


Finally, I further believe that Amir needs a psyche evaluation to determine if he requires medicine to deal with any possible mental issues that causes his stalking and threatening behavior of innocent people using the Constitutional free speech right of voicing their opinion.

If- I receive any further contact from him, nefarious or otherwise, I will add those comments, threats or complaints here on my blog site as well.


Poet of the Light © 2019

Just fly’s of narcissist

Just the flinch of rejection or challenge

Rational departs and abandons infantile-ism

He’s left prattling away liken that of a little child

That is reading micro-cues thru rose colored glasses

On faces of those listening, pretending to make sense

Hoping to see what falsehood trips the trigger

that finally lulls them over, to his side…of lies.

Poet of the Light © 2019



“Cyberbully in motion” coming soon.

In the near future I plan to post a piece about someone known online as “Amir A. Tayyab”

It is my belief he is a cyberbully against (mostly women as I understand ) online.

I became a target of his after posting my supporting position and my opinion about such nefarious characters in the comment(s) section on a friends WordPress post.

He thought he could scare me into silence and an unwarranted apology. Sorry Amir, Not happening.

Poet of the Light~ 2019