I dusted off yesterdays dreams
From my sleeves and my chest
After you up and left- yet again
You never say goodbye or apologize
Knowing how injured I’ll be tonight
You promised, you’d never leave
I was foolish enough to believe- whispers
And now, I find myself standing here
After walking mindlessly
In the dark depths of midnight’s air
Of all places I wander to here, all alone
Where we first said our “I love you”
And kissed with burning passion
I never thought would end
My lips feel as numb as my soul
Who would’ve guess, us two?
Would dare to defy all the odds
Polar shades of skins but not our desires
And now we prove, they were right
To question all our eagerly motives
That we kept denying, all along
Until we finally broke- both of us
Oh how I still feel the sting- burning
Deep down within me, and then some
Even stars feel too blemished to shine
Heavy is the night time hours cloak
How apropos, on my cheek it feels like rain
And my emotions, are fully inflamed, in truth
So much I can hardly speak to myself
I prefer a love as it was meant to be
The way your whispers painted to me
When you held my heart in your hands
Not the love you prefer to change, yet again
Whenever warmer winds- stir your restlessness
My darling, with all the love for me you posses
Gift me a last request-and forget… I exist
Poet of the Light © 2020
God. Reading this–physically hurts. Ouch.
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Artificial love on one side, oft does lead to hurt…
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So much packed into one poem.
I have been on the receiving end of a similar thing somewhat recently. It seems recent to me anyhow but I suppose that relative. ❤️ For you.
So glad to see your posts again
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I’m sorry for your recent event. Thank you deeply for your appreciative words.
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I lived 🙂 and happy to have loved in spite how things ended up
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Good to hear that. I find it best to seek love rather than regret in not chancing the endeavor.
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Dusting dreams off is oh so gorgeous!
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Thank you much my friend for both your comments and visits.
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An absolute pleasure
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🙂
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Oh wow…. Beautiful and heartbreaking ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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I’m happy to read you think so. Thank you dearly.
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You’re welcome ❤️
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Reblogged this on The Reluctant Poet.
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